tot of changing my blog add. cuz eileen_piggie sounds a bit weird and common. haha. but i cant think of any special ones so stick with this bah. went out with jenny today. went to ferre park den chinatown with her. still got a lot of time b4 we go to kbox so we juz sat down and chatted. we chatted a lot, a lot~ we chat everything and gossip. haha. i feel so bad now. >_< i'm sorry god! dun punish me. sing too long a bit sian. cuz finish singing all the songs we wan. so we watched edison's mtv!! he's so so so so so so so shuai! haha. even jenny says he's shuai! especially in one mtv he look damn handsome. when he smile and look at u, u'll melt!! haha.

i'm goin for a backbone check up again!! 've been skipping since last yr and its getting worst! so must go checkup. i dun wanna have operation!but think its not tat bad lah. lolz. but if i do need to have an operation, i cant do sports! i cant play netball and many many things! have to rest for so long and by the time i recover i have to re-train everything and i will get fat cuz i cant exercise. lolz. i'm thinking too much. hopefully these wont happen! so when u see me slouch,hit my butt and ask me to stand straight.. haha. my mum is getting me a new bed. a hard one. i like!

i always believe that when i got sth good, i will have sth bad too. its like i have a very happy family but i'm not smart. lolz. sth like tat. so when i'm in bad luck, or sth bad happens to me, i will think tat since sth bad had happened to me, sth good will happen to me later. haha. but trying to think positive! actually quite positive to things unless i'm really thinking too deep into it. life is never and never will be perfect. =(

tmr goin to cousin's hse! havent been to her hse for dunno how long liao. used to stay over at her place during holidays when we were smaller. hmmm. tired... gonna slp early!



NG NG WAT ARE U DOING? PEEPING MY SECRET MSG???